hey everyone,

sorry to say this but im shutting my site down... to much drama and with work and school i wont have time to get on that much.. but there are other ways u can talk to me msn, or call me you guys know my number well most do...

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hey everyone,

hows ur life??? i hope better than mine i just found out last week that my grandpa has cancer  last friday he went to get blood work done to see if he can have a surgery if his heart is strong enough cuz he just had a surgery to get his palops or something like that removed and they found it was cancerous so they want to go back in cuz the doctors think they didnt go deep enough so right now it isnt to serious but if he can have the surgery it might be to late the cancer could have spread....  but so far he is good. but you guys already knew that, that are on my xanga.. i just copy and pasted off of myspace...

a few days ago i just found out my cousin was in jail, but i herd yesterday they let him out.. the police were not going to they said he couldnt get out and he couldnt talk to my uncle but they let him out yesterday..

oh and almost everyone knows now when i turn 18 im moving to Iowa with my brother,chava,donal,and haylie, and the rest of family that is there. for certain reason everyone dont need to know.. only a few know why. but anyways me and my mom got into one day about it and she said if i move there she will disown me  and i said well im moving there so as of right now she disowns me if i move.. but i have to.. i got to get out of here...

today well yesterday sense it is a new day i went horseback riding with my neighbor that was pretty fun but kinda scary too cuz one the horses (jersey) was getting mad and got close to the horse i was on which doesnt mix so the horse i was on (bentley) i was hoping wouldnt buck so i didnt get thrown off.. but it was fun might go later if they want me too..

but anyways that is all for today

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hey everyone,

hows it going?? me alright.. it is sad cuz im actually excited for school to start but most people wouldnt be... i think im just saying that cuz im bored and have nothing to do, and it is my last year of school.. heck yes lol well anyways there is not nothing new or exciting going on right now... except winfield carnival thing is coming up and i helping my family work their stand and meet some people there.. that person should know who it is lol... if we are both there at the same time lol.. well im going to go

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hey everyone,

hows it going me alright i guess found out more news on my grandpa.. he has already had surgery and got callops or something like that removed and saw that is was cancerous is wat my mom said and the doctors think that they might not have cut deep enough so they are going back in, friday he gets blood work done to see if he can do the surgery, my mom also said that right now it isnt serious but it can get there depending on his next surgery.. but otherwise it isnt serious....

today i got to talk to chava,jake, and haylie which was kool i wish they still lived here.. today me and mom had a lil arguement today but pretty much she gets the hint that when im 18 im moving to iowa with my bro,chava,donal, and haylie.. my mom said that i cant i said i can cuz i 18 and my mom said if i did she would disown me.. and that is sad for her to say and isnt right if u ask me.. but im moving to iowa for a good reason not just cuz i want to get away from parents like most kids do.. but anyways

friday is going to be so much fun!!!!!! going cosmic bowling with some people like karlie her friend shawn and some of his friends and mine and karlies too oh and i think katie is going too which is sweet it is going to be a fun night. well anyways i better go this is the longest entry i have ever wrote i think but i will talk to you guys later

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hey everyone,

hows it going? me not very good i found out some terrible news today.. my grandpa has colon cancer i know i spelt that wrong im sure but owell.. friday he goes for blood tests to see if he can do the surgery or not to get his colons removed but it could be to late the cancer could of spread threw his blood stream my mom said so that is the bad news i hope it isnt to late to get it out. and when i was younger my aunt tean had the same cancer but she never went to doctor and she passed away from it.. so i really hope it is not to late to get it out.. alot of my family has died from cancer and i never thought it be him to get it.. but i dont want to talk about it anymore it is really getting to me.

well i will update later i just dont want to talk anymore to update more.

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